I can never understand why TLC�s A Wedding Story makes me cry. Maybe it�s because I long to be that bride. The happiness they feel � the bright smiles they have and the joyous times they share with their families � I want that. I�m crying as I write this entry. It�s pathetic I know but � I�m a big ball of emotions right now. This wasn�t meant to be a long entry � just something I wanted to share real quickly. I�m goin now � maybe I�ll come back later �