I feel like i'm going goddamn crazy! *yes I said god and damn in the same sentance... i'm already IN hell!* I cannot find solace in anything or anyone. I've called my best friend Katrina about ten times in the last three days, but haven't been able to talk in depth with her. Gemille's been working and I've emailed her back and forth but it's not helping. NOTHING IS HELPING!!! I seriously need a vacation. *sad face*