...everything is so crazy. My best friend is on some sort of mission to continually hurt my feelings. I don't know. If it's not one damn thing I swear it's another. I think LeY is mad at me for emailing Tara. Yeah I did email her but it was only because I knew she was going back to Va and I wanted to wish her much luck. To make it clear to her and to everyone else in the dland world I have no intentions on ever being with Tara again. She is really good friends with her ex's and I feel like hell I get along with most of mines ... why not make amends with Tara. Yes she put me thru a lot but had it not been for her putting me thru that shit I would NOT be the person I am for Ashley. Right? So but it's whatever I guess. I don't know yall. What should I do. I mean Tara poses NO threat when it comes to my relationship with Ashley. She's the love of my life. She's the center of my joy. I love her and I want to spend the rest of my life with her and everyone knows this ... even my ex. Yeah so I guess that's pretty much all I had to say about it. Love is Love peeps.

CiaO