I think I might take a small hiatus from this diaryland thing. But then again I always say that and never really mean it. I need to focus though. I need to get my shit together so when the time is right I can be the wife I'm supposed to be. And the mother I was destined to be. LeY needs me to be strong. And lately I've been feeling a little defeated. Just plain worn O-U-T! I love her with ever inch of this size 18 body (I can't believe I just told you people my size ... yeah I have grown a lot) I have faith in her ... in US. I'm just being kept in the midst of it all ...